Well, it has been almost a year since I have written something. Maybe a little over a year. I feel horrible for not writing and updating more. I have been living life with God and loving my neighbors as Christ has asked. I have only ever written anything when I felt like God was calling me to write and share, with all of my readers and one follower (Thank you)
We have some catching up to do. The military has once again moved us. Saying goodbye to ones you love is not fun. I still find myself in unbelief. I ask God why? What will become of those loved ones? Why this big change? What do you have in store for me? What are the significant changes coming for my family? Am I strong enough to handle it? Do I continue in serving my neighbors around me as we did in California? Or, will this be a season to focus on our walks in Christ as a family? Is that being selfish? Will we be tempted in the desert? Or can I walk on water with my God?
Yes, we are closer to our family by a minimal drive compared to what we had a month ago. But, it's a lot longer drive and more expensive flight to our other family in California where our heart is. Building relationships are not always easy. Fear of rejection, vulnerability, past hurts, new identities, keeping your current identity, while making a new identity in a new place is challenging. How soon do you open up? How many souls do you open up to? Expressing who you are as a person with minimal details and time, can be a slow process! I do know God has me where he wants me. I don't know why or what's coming, but it will be huge for me, and minimal in God's design for my life.
Change is good. Walking with Jesus on water requires a lot of faith. There is no map. I'm up for it, but honestly, I'm scared. So Please pray for us, for those of you who have been praying for our new Journey, Thank you! We have felt your prayers.
More posts to come when God calls/ asks me to. Hugs to you all. Good night.
We have some catching up to do. The military has once again moved us. Saying goodbye to ones you love is not fun. I still find myself in unbelief. I ask God why? What will become of those loved ones? Why this big change? What do you have in store for me? What are the significant changes coming for my family? Am I strong enough to handle it? Do I continue in serving my neighbors around me as we did in California? Or, will this be a season to focus on our walks in Christ as a family? Is that being selfish? Will we be tempted in the desert? Or can I walk on water with my God?
Yes, we are closer to our family by a minimal drive compared to what we had a month ago. But, it's a lot longer drive and more expensive flight to our other family in California where our heart is. Building relationships are not always easy. Fear of rejection, vulnerability, past hurts, new identities, keeping your current identity, while making a new identity in a new place is challenging. How soon do you open up? How many souls do you open up to? Expressing who you are as a person with minimal details and time, can be a slow process! I do know God has me where he wants me. I don't know why or what's coming, but it will be huge for me, and minimal in God's design for my life.
Change is good. Walking with Jesus on water requires a lot of faith. There is no map. I'm up for it, but honestly, I'm scared. So Please pray for us, for those of you who have been praying for our new Journey, Thank you! We have felt your prayers.
More posts to come when God calls/ asks me to. Hugs to you all. Good night.
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